Loving Only You.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Is super irritated at everything now.
Life is damn boring.
I just dont seem to do things right.
-____-

Sure, that mountain is down already... in the ocean.
But I seem to have a problem with piorities and time management.
Why do I always go with the flow with what others wants?
What about me?
What about God?

I dont seem to have enough personal time with Him.
& now I am going to shut up.
Maths today.
Pttf.

♥ 8:20:00 AM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

青苹果
i.n.g
作词:陈天佑
作曲:可乐
编曲:Mac Chen

遇见爱情像白日梦
停在下过雨的午后
我忘了天空那么透
不懂爱要的是什么

我愿意为你放手一搏
一直以为你懂得
你要我找到比你好的
你说我们当作朋友
忘了我们曾经爱过

如果爱情是两人牵着手
我努力着那为什么
你放弃了你说我们不适合

如果爱像成长的青苹果
美丽的心碎了
也许我们都是彼此的经过
如果爱情再次招手
我会微笑明白你说的爱过以后才懂得

不难过我会继续我的生活
如果爱情是两人牵着手
我努力着那为什么
你放弃了你说我们不适合

如果爱像成长的青苹果
美丽的心碎了
也许我们都是彼此的经过
如果爱情能牵手到永久
感谢很多不为什么

只是爱了还能够再说什么
也许爱像咬过的青苹果
酸甜的回忆着
也许我们都是爱情的经过
相信幸福在下一站的出口

♥ 10:24:00 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Seeking God and ask what's wrong with me.
Is my heart becoming plastic already?
Recently stacked with insercurities
Piled up one after another.

Slammed and hidden away in a dark room.
It still bothers somehow.
Its toxic is leaking out.
I can't hold myself any longer.

I remind myself I'm sercure in His love.
But what is wrong wih me lately?
Is my heart turning from plastic to glass already?
Is it becoming shattered fragements?

The remains of a heart.

Seriously...

♥ 10:48:00 PM

Initally I thought this is a worship song by Darlene! But then in the end as I found the lyrics I think its a song she's singing it to her husband. Hahah! Lol! Still a very beautiful song though (:

You chased me
I caught you
So glad we found each other

We whispered
Forever to share our lives together
To watch our dreams unfold

And I love everything about you
Everything you are
You'd catch a falling star
If I asked you

And I couldn't live a single day without you
You hold me in your arms
And once again, I know that I'm the only one for you

The way you laugh
The way we dance
The way you hold my hand
The way you give, the way you kiss
The way you look at me
You make life beautiful

Oh, I love the light that shines in your eyes
When you talk about our girls
And love the way you smile
When they walk into a room

Oh, I love how you care about brokenness
How injustice moves your heart enough to make a change
You give all you are everyday

I love everything about you
You hold me in your arms
And once again I know that I'm the only one for you
The only one for youthe love of my life
So glad I found you yeah...

♥ 9:39:00 AM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

What is wrong with blogger today?
Anyway, I found this on facebook today...

Daphne got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that you cannot wait anymore.

The moment has finally come. You have no choice. You have to take that step now. Now. Not tomorrow, not in an hour, - Now! If anyone else is reading this, they would be confused. But not you. You know exactly what we mean. Do it. Now.

I understand it so well I almost couldn't breathe when I saw it. Haha.
I think only a few know what I'm talking about.
I guess its so true.

Once you say that you want to stop something, it can't be wishy washy.
You can't promise God something then return to who you were before you made that vow.
It got to happen. You got to be committed to see it happen.

God gave me a vision, I got to run with it.
I cannot stop just because of the stumbling block in the way.
The road may be tough but like what Jesus said, if He is for us, who can be against us?

The going is tough when the tough gets going.
I got to be prepared to meet head on with the devil, becuase if there isn't a struggle- we are just headed in the same direction!
I need to recommit all over again. Going to shower and then do QT. Need to set everything right again.

Jesus, Jesus. He is so faithful. When am I going to be faithful to Him?

♥ 3:47:00 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

Is feeling happy (:
But still fasting...

Kind of craving for subway >< Damn.

♥ 8:20:00 AM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Whatever la.
I am so fustrated today.

I think I am getting nowhere AGAIN! I think I'm not going to bother so much to entertain you again. You always pester me and never fail to dampen my moods! Why do you keep seeking me?! Go find someone else.

I hate everything now.
Go away, stupid negative thoughts.
Its all your fault and me being stupid enough to entertain.

Now I'm caught in the middle. Arent YOU satisfied enough?!
Frigging annoying.

♥ 10:47:00 PM

AGH! Was supposed to be fasting today... But I forgot -.-
WAHH ):

♥ 8:22:00 AM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

DAPHNE YEO!
STOP YOUR NEGATIVE THINKING!

GOD SEES THAT YOU TRIED YOUR BEST ALTHOUGH THE FACI IN FRONT OF YOU MIGHT NOT. JESUS LOVES YOU! YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW! ALTHOUGH IT WAS HARD, AT LEAST YOU PUT IN THE EFFORT. ALL THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, ALL THE ANGER, ALL THE TEARS- HE SEEN IT ALL!

HE IS JUST MOULDING YOUR CHARACTER! DO NOT LET THIS SMALL SETBACK MAKE YOU UPSET- YOU ARE STRONGER THAN THAT!! PASTORS, MUM & DAD HAVE FACED MULTIPLE SETBACKS IN LIFE! JASLYN, GRACE & WENDY ALL FACED SETBACKS IN LIFE! SO DID JESUS!! HE FACED MULTIPLE SETBACKS! DONT LET THIS SMALL SETBACK CAUSE YOU TO BE UPSET FOR THE ENTIRE DAY!!

HUMANS FACE PLANS THAT GO WRONG ALL THE TIME- IT IS EITHER YOU WANT TO GO UP OR GO DOWN. THE ONLY WAY IN CHRIST IS TO GO UP! WILL YOU REMOVE YOUR NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AND SOAR HIGHER THAN BEFORE?

♥ 9:32:00 AM

Monday, July 20, 2009

So much to post but can't really write them all out.
Today was quite an awesome day. (:

Because I'm going to overcome! :D
God is increasing my capabilities! And I'm growing!
Faithfully sending in workplan and reports again (:

Might not usher this saturday- wants to spend time with the cg :D
Super busy the next 2 weeks! Here's the schedule!!

PLANS FOR NEXT 2 WEEKS
20/7 Mon: Going home w Charlene/ RP PM
21/7 Tue: Eat @ TRCC w Charlene!! :D
22/7 Wed: CG!
23/7 Thu: N/A [Most probably skipping bloody science module]
24/7 Fri: Mtgg Jas/Sam; Watch movie w GYGY /RP PM

27/8 Mon: N/A
28/7 Tue: Excel workshop [talk] / w Jamie (:
29/7 Wed: CG!
30/7 Thu: Photographic bias [talk]/ w Sam! :D
31/7 Fri: Airport study outing w Charlene!

PLUS! There's 20 hrs study rule again! HAHA!! (:
Going to chiong my modules! ^^ I wanna score well!!

♥ 7:50:00 PM

Friday, July 17, 2009

The rain may fall
The thunder roar
Yet I believe, I believe

What people may say
Whatever comes my way
I will believe, I believe

[Pre-chorus:]
Nothing can separate me from Your love
So I lift my eyes to heaven and believe

[Chorus:]
You are my God
You are my saviour
You hold the world within Your hands

You are my God
You are my healer
Lord I believe in You Jesus
Lord I believe

[Bridge:]
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Glory to God

♥ 11:14:00 AM

Hahahahaha. I want to die.
VERY tired!!

UT1 grades:
G103 (Communications): C+
G105 (Enterprise): C+
A113 (Maths): E
G101 (Cognitive): B+
A101 (Science): D

G101- one more mark to A! -.-*

♥ 8:17:00 AM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

My Jesus, My Lord. (:
Following behind you whole heartedly. Really love HeartofGodchurch.

No longer counting the cost!! :D

♥ 10:20:00 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

CALL ON JESUS (:

I'm so very ordinary, nothing special on my own.
Oh, I have never walked on water,
And I have never calmed a storm.
Sometimes I'm hiding away from the madness around me
Like a child who's afraid of the dark

But when I call on Jesus,
All things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles' and soar
When I call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall
'Cause He'll move heaven and earth to come rescue me when I call

Weary brother, broken daughter,
Widowed, Widowed lover you're not alone
If you're tired and scared of the madness around you
If you can't find the strength to carry on

When you call on Jesus,
All things are possible
You can mount on wings like eagles' and soar
When you call on Jesus,
Mountains are gonna fall
'Cause He'll move heaven and earth to come rescue you when you

Call Him in the morning
In the afternoon time
Late in the evening
He'll be there
When your heart is broken
And you feel discouraged

You can just remember that
He said He'll be there

When I call on Jesus,
All things are possible
I can mount on wings like eagles' and soar
When I call on Jesus
Mountains are gonna fall
Cause He'll move heaven and earth to come rescue me

♥ 10:51:00 AM

KISS OF HEAVEN by DARLENE ZSCHECH <3

I'm walking a new walk
I'll never be the same again
Dancing a new dance
In Your Holy Spirit rain

Your breath of life has overwhelmed me
And set my spirit free
I'm living a new life
Underneath Your morning star

Running a new race
In the shadow of Your Love
Your love is immeasurable
Too deep to comprehend

My Jesus, dream maker
My Jesus, life giver
I'm living under the kiss of heaven
And I'll never, ever be the same again

I'm singing a new song
In the presence of the King
Giving You my heart
That is all that I can bring

You lit a fire inside of me
That I thought would never burn again

My Jesus, dream maker
My Jesus, life giver
I'm living under the kiss of heaven
And I'll never, ever be the same again

My Jesus, I surrender
My Jesus, Yours forever
I'm living in the embrace of heaven
And I'll never ever be the same again

I thank You, my Father
For all You've done and all You are going to do
My past behind me and You before me
I press on for more

My Jesus, dream maker
My Jesus, life giver
I'm living under the kiss of heaven
And I'll never, ever be the same again

My Jesus, I surrender
My Jesus, Yours forever
I'm living in the embrace of heaven
And I'll never ever be the same again

♥ 8:57:00 AM

Thursday, July 09, 2009

WEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :D
FRIDAY IS COMING!

*is very excited!*
Had huddle & cuddle with E30 over the phone last night (:

Anw... Haha! Biology is interesting (:
Watched that interesting vid Mr Lim showed to us in class.
& I'm in awe how God created the inner system of our body so identical to our daily life!

Seriously addicted to facebook's games. Haha. :x

& its maths module; science UT tomorrow!
Then CHIONG to church with Michelle (& hopefully Charlene) in prepare for A.R Bernard's service!!

I just found out Dr. A.R Bernard is Obama's ADVISOR!!! Super cooollll!!! & there's Pastor Kong flying down specially for this!

OMGOSH!!!! :D :D :D

♥ 7:39:00 PM

Monday, July 06, 2009

Ever since Pastor Troy came, things are really becoming better & better!
I feel that its the beginning of something different- so excited! (:

Pastor Joakim's sermons was totally mindblowing!
Pastor Kent's too! WAHAHAHA!!!

Its time to step up & rise up!! (:
Ivy & I randomly thought of praying yesterday, we prayed over an hour after collecting the usher schedule. We are going to carry the burden of our leaders (: E30 is going to breakthru!!

15!

So awesome! I see myself rising up! :D :D :D

p.s [self-reminder]: Rev Dr A.R Bernard is coming this Friday (7.30pm) & Sundayyyyyy!! (3.30pm)

Saturday's Pastor How (:

Then...

A.E!

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE!!! :D - Gna be ushering! Yay! I hope I get to listen to the sermon (:

♥ 10:13:00 PM

Friday, July 03, 2009

Had a really awesome time at 4am this morning. (:
Woke up early specially for QuietTime with the Lord.

Usually, I'll go with my normal flow of worship, word then prayer. However I just flowed with the Spirit today. In the end, I ended up praying in tobngues, then word. Kinda different, but still... I pulled down God's presence (:

Okay, not going to blog.
Headache is back. I took medication at 12pm.
Feel like sleeping... Shall do so when I return home.

Not really sure if I should usher tomorrow.
I got a feeling fever is coming up... My brain is burning.

♥ 1:53:00 PM