Hi,
I need sometime away from reality.
♥ 3:10:00 PM
How can I even start to repay?
All the things You given me.
All the things You done for me.
All the things You sacrificed for me.
♥ 11:58:00 AM
Yesterday, today, tomorrow...
You are the same.
I was the one who changed.
):
♥ 9:20:00 PM
Anyone who sees this post would think I'm insane.
Who would go round counting towards the end of O levels when its just starting!!
Still, its still 24 very long more days till the end of everything
= No gaming of The Sims 2 till the end.
I've come so far in life, I don't want it to all be ruined by a game! (:
Because life isn't a game. You can't pause it here, save it there and reload again later on.
What's past, is past.
♥ 11:58:00 AM
O level starts tomorrow.
Its the final lap after one whole year of mugging.
I wonder how many of us are up for it?
Should I even rejoice that its here already?
♥ 11:10:00 PM
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
♥ 2:20:00 PM
Why's nobody replying my sms??
I am at lost regarding what to do now.
Oh nos.
D:
♥ 10:16:00 PM
The post below was written when I could not bring myself to forgive myself.
Don't worry, I'm okay now.
But I don't have time to post on the revelations!
):
♥ 6:10:00 PM
I really wonder.
Why do I deserve all this?
All the love, mercy, blessings, forgiveness that God has poured out over me.
When I keep sinning?
Why do I deserve such loving parents?
Why are they so sacrificial?
When I keep letting them down.
Why are they so willing to step out of their comfort zone for my sake?
Why do I deserve such a silly sister?
Who is all out to make me laugh?
Even when I'm so down with guilt.
Why???
Why does God give me all these?
When I break His heart continuously.
When I deserve none of His love.
When I deserve nothing of His sacrifice.
I don't want to ask for forgiveness,
Because I'll return to square one.
And the cycle replays again.
♥ 1:34:00 PM
天亮了//S.H.E
《我的电台 FM S.H.E》
天亮了 天亮了
地球又转一圈了
世界还活生生的存在着
还活着 没想到我还活着
穿越一场海啸什么滋味
我终于亲身体会天崩地裂
筋疲力尽灵魂不在身体里面
然而万岁万岁终于和你有个了结
你一边 我一边
我们的世界最好别再重叠
也别再回想那个太长太长的昨天
太多爱 太多泪 别再这样浪费
天亮了 天亮了 地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐
天亮了 天亮了 世界还是好好的
什么痛都是更渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了
结束一段感情当然不像
瞒个假那么方便 太多时间
太多随便堆在回忆那间房间
但是忍耐一定不去碰它就不危险
你没变 我没变
我们到最后才能懂这一点
人活着不就为了实现一个个心愿
好可惜 我和你 许了不同的愿
天亮了 天亮了 地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐
天亮了 天亮了 世界还是好好的
什么痛都是更渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了
我的心是我的 不会再给你了
我是我自己的 我很快乐
天亮了 天亮了 地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐
天亮了 天亮了 世界还是好好的
什么痛都是更渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了
♥ 5:47:00 PM
You
Hillsong United
As I pray, and wait upon the Lord
I know your grace and now I am restored
As I think of all you've done for me
A mystery of your love
Who walked upon the sea?
Who lived to die for me?
You, Lord
You, Lord
You are Lord
As I look upon who I am changed
Though I fail Your faithful love remain
As I sing and worship You found again
No words describe Your love
Who watches over me?
Who's love has covered me?
You, Lord
You, Lord
You Are Lord
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Almighty One
There is none like You
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Almighty One
There is none like You
There is none like You
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One of these days I'll post up my own lyrics, maybe.
:D
♥ 11:50:00 PM
O levels is coming!!!
(: / ): Take your pick.
Short post, no?
Its shorter than Pastor How's short but awesome sermon todayyy. :D
Mm... Today's the last day for my Follow Up!! I feel kind of 依依不舍... Because Follow Up really allowed me understand what Christianity is like better than surface talks. Also I got to know Jiayang and Jaslyn better from it. But you know what. I'm no longer a new Christian! :D
It is no longer just taking from church, but starting to give too. I really want God to make me a better person than I am. Therefore, a step out of the comfort zone is a must in a growingggg church!!
I really thank God for such an awesome church and cellgroup! (: Sometimes when you realise how blessed you really are, don't you feel like hugging Him?
But the motivation to study isnt, isnt there... How eh???
Please pray for me? (: 谢谢!!
p.s: It doesn't seem so short anymore? Aww ): I planned to post 2-3 lines only! But it overshot. Oh wells, its good I guess. Writing, writing! (:
I have a sudden urge to learn the violin! O___O
DON'T YOU THINK ITS AN AWESOME IDEA TO PLAY THE VIOLIN DURING QUIET TIME. HAHA.
♥ 10:05:00 PM
What is going on with our friendship recently?
What is going on with our friendship recently?
I don't know.
You just changed like that.
Snap. And you're a whole new person.
I don't know who are you.
And I doubt you know who I am.
You never tried to understand me.
You're as pushy as ever.
No one seem to want to have anything with you anymore.
But I am that idiot who is still there.
We have become people from different worlds.
I have being degraded,
From a friend to a tool
You would use as a tool to gain promotion.
Sometimes, I want to scream.
Sometimes, I want to shout.
Sometimes, I want to walk away from you.
I think I had enough of this.
I am going to take the keys
And throw YOU out of my life.
But it is really something I would want to do last.
What should I do with you?
I think I am going to give you another chance.
I am going to stay on.
And try to help you become a better person.
But if you are still going to stay this way-
The way you are.
I can only say goodbye...
To a friendship that took four years to nurture.
♥ 8:19:00 PM
