You are the reason for my smiles.

Sometimes I feel envious of many others.

Then I'll ask God why.

Its the truth that I feel bad at times.

You know that they are there,

But its like they are miles away.

You were once part of them,

Then things just change.

I think I'm drifting away

and things aren't really the same.

I guess everyone has different roles in certain lives,

For me, its just THAT period of time.

I keep having this prompting within me last night when I was praying for dad about a certain thing that I wont write here because it isn't very nice. Yeah and I just feel God speaking to me that I should go up to the world and tell everyone that what I had been praying for my dad will come to pass!! : D

But part of me was afraid, asking questions like: Why??? What if I'm giving my dad false hopes instead? What if it would not happen?

Then at the very same time, I had a sudden reminder of what Pastor How preached on the 20th dec and 27/28th dec: Faith brings us into agreement with God! and there are

1) Thinking

2) Seeing

3) Hearing

4) Confessing

5) Acting [Touching]

I have been thinking and seeing the thing that I was to pray for that come to pass! And yesterday God told me to be bold, step out in faith and tell dad about it! Because when he hears the word, he shall have faith himself! (: Then that's when things can happen! (:

God is always waiting for us and He has the ability to bless us immediately! Therefore we should always elevate our thoughts!

Yes, yes it shall come to pass! (:

Hello people! I'm back again because Jaslyn told me to blog and not copy and paste lyrics. Anyway, today's post is going to be special.

Usually I don't blog about the lyrics I write but I just happened to pen down some in the afternoon today but I can't really get the tune. Anyway, the lyrics are below. (: Comments are welcomed! Haha! (:

02. Heart of God [261208]
Penned by Daphne Yeo

Here I am Lord
I wait for your words.
Come and quiet my soul

I know you’re there
Your presence fills this place.

I know that You are the One.
You created us out of love.
When we fail, You do not condemn
You may rebuke us
But You lift us up again

Your merciful grace is not unseen
When you paid for our debts upon the Cross

Let us sing to Jesus!
We will lift our hands up to the heavens
Praising your name in thanksgiving
Your love has filled us with wonders
Elders shall see dreams and youths have visions
We will stand up to sing your praise

Let us sing to our God!
We will lift our hands across our hearts.
The words that we sing are truthful.
Your love has filled us with wonders
We shall spread this love to many others
The chains of fear shall be broken

I know you’re here
Your presence fills this house
Your merciful grace is not unseen
When you paid for our debts upon the Cross

Let us sing to Jesus!
We will lift our hands up to the heavens
Praising your name in thanksgiving
Your love has filled us with wonders
Elders shall see dreams and youths have visions
We will stand up to sing your praise

Let us sing to our God!
We will lift our hands across our hearts
The words that we sing are truthful
Your love has filled us with wonders
We shall spread this love to many others
The chains of fear shall be broken

The heart of God shall remain in our hearts
We run this race not alone
Because You are in us
We shall soar like eagles, spreading our wings
We will not fall and we will not forfeit your grace.
We will unite as one and receive our Lord.

Let us sing to Jesus!
We will lift our hands up to the heavens
Praising your name in thanksgiving
Your love has filled us with wonders
Elders shall see dreams and youths have visions
We will stand up to sing your praise

Let us sing to our God!
We will lift our hands across our hearts.
The words that we sing are truthful.
Your love has filled us with wonders
We shall spread this love to many others
The chains of fear shall be broken

Hallelujah~
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Btw, if you're wondering why its Track 02, its because I didn't post the first one up!

喜欢 靠在你胸口

就像躺在棉花田那么暖和

你的耳语仿佛

风和云朵带我飘向天空

你的爱 让我想 作更多的梦

因为有你 让梦想都结成苹果

喜欢 你握着我手

就像合吃棉花糖那么快乐

你的呵护让我

像个孩子无拘无束的疯

真的爱 不用伪装 不用强求

很轻松就会懂 爱的人看着我

想什么

-郭静, 百分百

HI AGAIN PEOPLE!

DSespite sleeping for only 5 hours! YAY!

Okay, I'll stop raving. (:

Christmas service is going to be sooooooo awesome late on!

Mum, dad, TWIK and Samantha are going to attend it!! (:

I feel really happy luhhhhhhhhhhh!

God's faithful! Amen Amen!

Music is blasting into my ears...

I'm typing rubbish.

Don't read!

Hey people, I'm practically dying.

Its nearing 5am and here I am typing away.

I don't like insomnia.

Actually, it isn't insomnia acting up. The whole of my right part of my body is seriously aching. Limbs and toes. ): Bummer. What a wayyyy to start Christmas! I'm wondering how am I going to enjoy service later on! Sigh...

Sometimes I just want to bang away on the computer typing out some Chinese lyrics [I listen to too many Chinese songs and watch way too many dramas!] But then, a snap to reality: THIS COMPUTER DOES NOT ALLOW ME TO TYPE CHINESE! I don't want to use dad's laptop because it doesn't have internet access. Mum's PINK laptop is in the master bedroom where my parents are happily snoozing away. So I can't enter! So if you're wondering how I got the '魔镜' thing on my blog, I had to type the hanyupinying word for word on http://sogou.com/ just to get the words. Its a little too much for a song! Haha.

OH YES, I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! Anyone noticed? (:

Man, its still pouring!! And I'm out of ideas.

I don't want to stone though... ):

Maybe I should speak to God about some random things... HMMMMMM

New roles; new responsibility.

Time to rise up!! (:

Take leadership of myself!

I can do it!!

:D

p.s: Trixie is a frigging tree!

If you want to know the full story, please go to:

for more insiders!

I feel like vomitting, and i don't know why. ):

Whee! 2nd song from 飞飞's 3rd album- 越来越爱 is out! (:

I seriously lovelove Fahrenheit to the ends of this earth! HAHA

（纶）这里的景色叫做曾经爱过 曾存在你的拥抱和温柔

（儒）撕开票根独自重游 票价是想念你的痛 你说做朋友并不是朋友

（尊）我们比路人还陌生的多

（纶）感情的废墟重建以后

（东）谁会偶尔回来走走

（合）我站在回忆的路口 走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞

赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 让我无法说累是因为脆弱

我沿着命运的箭头 无奈向前走到下个人的怀中

爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手 谁都在时间的秘密花园中 你从没走

(儒）我说的爱你说的太自由

（纶）自由到仿佛我只是说说

（东）未来的风景我没爱过

（尊）我只想念你的所有

（合）我站在回忆的路口 走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞

赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 让我无法说累是因为脆弱

我沿着命运的箭头 无奈向前走到下个人的怀中

爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手 谁都在时间的秘密花园中 你从没走

无论爱你想你都已尽数成回忆报错 他们能看见的是虚伪的从容

（纶）我站在回忆的路口 走进我左胸口暴走的寂寞

（合）赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 让我无法说累是因为脆弱

我沿着命运的箭头 无奈向前走到下个人的怀中

爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手 谁都在时间的秘密花园中 你从没走

Shall use my weekly allowance and preorder tomorrow! : D

(: I Surprised Trixie with a Fahrenheit wallpaper today. Haha!

Really, it was MEANT to suan her because it was also Fahrenheit's first, first, first concert in Singapore! The thing is: We did not attend it. Bummer. But then I guess it could be a birthday present to her too! Yayness! (: Killing 2 birds with a stone!!

But today was still awesome all the same! Had Writing Ministry Training in the morning from 1030-1200pm then went buying shoes for ushering tomorrow, watched PiLi MIT & had lunch till like 4:40pm [includes catching the bus], did BM from 06:30-0800pm++ & celebrated Jiayang's birthday! Then went for dinner with Minting, Marcus, WendyNeo & Adriena (:

Oh, oh. I'm feeling quite hyped because of

Ushering tomorrow + dad's return from Australia = so exciting!!

p.s: if dad ask if there is anything I want badly, I'll tell him I want him & the rest of my family to attend Christmas service on the 24th Decemeber.

Wakaka.

Romance, murder, thriller. Yes, they are rolled into a big, big story for me to write write write. I shall spend my holidays more wisely now in pursuing my first interest since I was born. Its quite a pity I spent most of my holidays doing things that are pretty lame- wasting my own life away. And now its ending, but hey- its better than never starting at all, yes?

I now believe that the date I had with myself on Monday in the library from 3-6pm was not wasted. Because I gathered all the resources I need and I am excited to write again. My fictions are no longer just going to be words with characters made out of cardboards. They are going to have dreams, visions, a past, a story behind every closed door, a hidden secret...

I never really dare to touch on topics outside my comfort zone. So my stories are often related to topics based on Taiwan dramas. Love, love, love. Boygirl relationship. Break up, get back again. Just throw in obstacles for them to overcome... And I come to a realisation that these stories might be interesting- but they do not have substance.

I wonder how many trees have I killed just for my many failed attempts with stories... Hmm...

Nevermind, this one's gonna be interesting,I won't waste paper and I won't abandon my stories anymore. (:

越来越爱

（纶）如果青春只剩一张绝版海报 把你贴在额角
（儒）收藏你的背影变成无价之宝 由我到处炫耀

（尊）走路都在跳 吃不饱睡不好
脑袋都坏掉 心狂跳太糟糕
（东）有没有听到 千里外我对你呼叫
　　
怎么办我越来越爱
快给我大声公告白
爱就爱马上要精彩 不要彩排

为你哭为你笑为你down为你high
不抵抗 不耍赖 不悔改
管他的青红或皂白 只要對你崇拜
　　
（尊）留你 成为世界最后一个偶像 灵魂找到食粮

（东）不管 你有没有空挡分我目光沦为 快乐羔羊

　　
走路都在跳 吃不饱睡不好
脑袋都坏掉 心狂跳太糟糕
有没有听到 千里外大声的呼叫
　　
怎么办我越来越爱
默契是最夸张的舞台
第一个冲到第一排 比谁都快

为你哭为你笑为你down为你high
不抵抗 不耍赖 不悔改
管他的青红或皂白 只要對你崇拜

（儒）Oh My God 我越来越爱
（尊）享受这宿命的安排
（东）眼看你执迷的风采 排山倒海
　　
为你哭为你笑为你down为你high
不抵抗 不耍赖 不悔改
越刹车越停不下来 反而越来越爱
　　
Oh My God 我越来越爱
不必爱天都塌下来
爱若是你给的天灾 我要被害

为你恨为你爱为你坏为你乖
不应该更应该才活该
越忍耐越停不下来
只能越来越爱
　　
（东）（越来越爱 大声表白 oh 看我使坏）
（纶） 只能越来越爱
（东纶）（NoNoNoNo wo NoNoNo wo GoGoGo）
（尊）只能越来越爱
　
（纶）如果青春只剩一张绝版海报
（东）把你贴在额角

飛輪海HIT FM全球首播『越來越愛』

HIT FM首播時間如下:
12/10 10am 1pm 4pm 8pm
12/11 12am 4am 8am 12pm 5pm 10pm
12/12 2am 6am 9am 2pm 6pm

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Ops General @ 2pm-6pm!! +
Movies with JiaXuan, JunHui & Bryan @ 7pm [meeting @ 6.30pm!]
+ Preorder of Fahrenheit's album <3 style="font-weight: bold;">AWESOME TOMORROW :D

Life's just getting better!!

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Edit of schedule:

Monday: Going cycling with GYGYs!!
Tuesday: Meeting Jaslyn! Clean up of room D:
Wednesday: Ops General Training + Movie with Jiaxuan, Bryan and JunHui + Preorder of FeiLunHai's album!
Thursday: Clean up bedroom D: Outing with E30 & Jaslyn (:
Friday: SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGG with Mum and Trix!!
Saturday: Serviceeeee
Sunday: Serviceeeee Outing with GYGYs~

当月光被寂寞遮盖

心情像末日般黑暗

你怀疑城市快崩坏

谁可以信赖

当生命被推向悬崖

回忆瞬间快格倒带

你知道最后的呼喊

就会立刻回响

我知道我就是答案

不怕你来麻烦

我知道当角色互换

你也一样照看

连接我的动脉

感受彼此存在

热血互相灌溉

温暖澎湃

流过我的动脉

传送喜悦悲哀

同步心跳节拍

同一个未来

Rap:

空气裏飘散危险气息在蔓延

不约而同我们都抢先一步想挡在对方面前

深陷在暗黑世界

正义是阳光直照的宝剑

连接我的动脉

感受彼此存在

热血互相灌溉

温暖澎湃

流过我的动脉

传送喜悦悲哀

同步心跳节拍

同一个未来

p.s: 飞轮海新专辑《越来越爱》 2008年12月10日推出! :D

HANRONG IS SOO NICEEEEE x)

He sent me a sms writing: 'Yeo Yi Tong, happy 17th birthday'

Lollllll.
It isn't my birthday yet. But don't you think its sweet? : D It doesn't really matter about the date. Its really the thought that counts. (:

Like what Jaslyn always says:
"I see your heart." Haha.
I guess its applicable over here. x3

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Today's really awesome, awesome. I did enough crying from yesterday, so I slept soundly. :D Then, I have also accepted the fact I would be in E30 now. I guess it really doesn't matter, cus I shall still see Marcus, Minting, Jiayang, QiWei and the whole of E4 around in church!!

On a happy note: I passed BMT(A) So, its on to BMT(B) now!! I am wondering if AMT is compulsory? Hmmm... What really made me glad is that I just feel I'm a step closer to start to really give God my best, serving in the house of God! (:

Then I am starting to love prayer meetings again! I got quite scared by it when we first started praying out loud around in August onwards?? Can't reamember. But it can be conquered and it shall be conquered in the name of Jesus! Wah, I don't really know what I'm blogging luh. Sorry that it doesn't make sense. I aplogise, sorry readers!

Mmm and oh, oh! Pastor Lia spoke to me today! WHEEEE!!! x) I am like so happy??? I really love Pastor How and Pastor Lia a lot and I'm really blown awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy when she spoke to me. HAHA. Its really like when we were singing worshipping songs to end the service, but we had to pray in tongues before that. Then its like I suddenly heard someone praying also. I opened my eyes and saw Pastor Lia beside me. Ohmygosh. :O So the service was ending and Pastor How had us to say something to our neighbours left and right then she asked me for my name and which zone I'm in. x)

Then the next next awesome thing is that E4 went to Jiayang's house. Its really an awesome feeling just fellowshipping around at the ground floor just talking about randomies. And I was happy listening to them talk. Lalas. Okay luh, the Yeo Yi Tong thing is spreading around. Now Marcus and Minting are calling me by my Chinese name also! Really like leader, like sheep. (:

Yeah, that's all for today! Just feeling peaceful inside- out. I really feel that God wants me to start believing I'm a leader. There's a lot about leadership going on somehow. I was on the phone with Grace a few days back and she told me that I should not wait until I'm a CGL before saying I'm a leader, because I AM already one. Everyone IS a leader whether they like it or not. Then there's zone meeting also where Garrett told us to look at each other eyeball to eyeball and say, "You are a leader!" AND then there's Pastor How's preaching on LEADERSHIP!!

I am ready, ready to take this challenge!
I'M A LEADER!!!
So, the next step is to OPEN UP! : D

"Talk, talk, talk." x3

Oh and tmrw onwards is going to be really busy!

Monday: Going cycling with GYGYs!!
Tuesday: Meeting Jaslyn!
Wednesday: Movie with Jiaxuan, Bryan and JunHui!
Thursday: Clean up bedroom D:
Friday: SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGG with Mum and Trix!!
Saturday: Serviceeeee
Sunday: Serviceeeee

Yes, its gonna be awesome. And you know, this is just the beginning of a new chapter!
So ready to start running again!

You have filled this heart of mine
With your grace and love divine
I can't help but worship you.

You have filled this space between
All my hopes and all my dreams.
I'm so thankful that you came for me.

So this is my prayer today.

God oh God take a hold of me.
All over, all over
God oh God take a hold of me
Turn me upside down lets make history
Let your power get inside me show me all I can be,
Take a hold of me.

There's no name like Yours, Jesus.

p.s: I love my Chinese name! Mwahaha.
See luh, today you see a hyper Daphne, tomorrow I don't know what type of me will you see.
Life's INTERESTING (:

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Hi, I'm feeling kind of troubled today. Its after Garrett showed us the projection screen during zone meeting. I looked at the column under E4 immediately then I realised my name was not under the CG. So I was like, "Where's my nameeeeee?" Then I saw that I was transffered to E30. I didn't really know how to react. And the next thing is that I just started crying, really hard. I think if it were during service, people would be thinking I was touched by God or something. Haha.

Minting got kind of freaked out I think. She kept telling me to stop crying. Jaslyn didn't get freaked out but told me the same thing. They were really nice following me to the toilet. And I got comforted by them. Saying things like I got to be strong. I did stop for awhile, but you won't believe it during prayer meeting. I was like crying again?? It was really, really irritating because I just couldn't stop.

Oh wells, but I was really thinking, "Why me? Why not someone else?" I mean there are so many, many people in the zone. So why not one of them in there. Why me? Why do I have to be the one to face such a change? But God ministered me through my tears and told me that I would grow from it.

I didn't speak much today because I was too tired from all the weeping. And I think I havent cried so much for such a long time. I wept at the mrt station, in the train and in the car. Then I even cried during QT. Yes, you saw a very, very unglam Daphne. -.- And you saw a very emo Daphne at that too.

But then, we should just move on with life. Accept changes with open arms because changes can come unexpectedly. However, I seriously hope that the changes won't take effect until the next year. ): At least let me celebrate Christmas with E4. D: D: D:

BYE!!!
I shall misssssss E4 D:
But then I shall do Jiayang proud- I shall SMILE and rise up to be PTL. : D

idk why. I just feel so usless today. You can lecture me all you want regarding self- condemnation but I dont care. I don't want to care anymore. I can't even give a word of comfort to dad who is overseas. He just keeps saying I'm too young to understand anything. But I really don't believe so.

God, help me. ):

It has been awhile since this blog was revived from the dead! Yay! x)

AND Daphne wants to know how many of you missed me since I was away?

Nobody?

): I feel so unloved. Sigh.

Nah, just kiddingggggg! (: Well, attended BMT today. But I reported at 8:30am today because I was selected to do ushering! YES, USHERINGXZXZXZ when I saw that sms that I was selected to do duty I was like: O_O Because, I neither had faith nor confidence. I mean, I'm usually one of those who won't speak much. And that is why I was forced to speak for 5 minutes. Thanks ah.

But I really got to thank Jaslyn, Grace and Ivy for the encouragement and prayer yesterday! Because going for the ushering was not as bad as expected! And come to think of it, it was fun! And I feel blessed to be able to gain new skills for free. (Mwahahaha) And Grace told me that I should not feel fear when God places me in something new. (: Okay, I need to print out what I wrote on the E4 blog and paste it on my wall!

Overall, I see church in a different light now. I don't know how do I put it, before I signed up for BMT, I always went to church happyhappy go lucky. And I don't know why I enjoy emo-ing sometimes. However, while Pastor How, Pastor Lia and Garrett preached today (So I had 3 sermons in a day?!) I just felt like, "I'm no longer just an attender of church anymore, I'm going to start serving and repay what God done for me." (But how many of us know that we can't outgive God? x) ) However, it's just like- there's something expected of me, and I feel great about it. XD

Mmm... I guess that should be all for now. (: Anyway, I really love E4!! And I think we are really, really E4- Cause 4 members [Jaslyn, Marcus, Minting and me! :D] from E4 attended BMT. Haha. Am I making sense no? Anyway, there's homework for BMT! Write testimony! (: I am guessing it should not be a problem for me. But I might need to ask Jaslyn, Jiayang, Grace for certain events that happened in my life that would really impact others!!

Okay, that's all for now!

Love, Daphne <3