Flu is my enemy.

Has been my enemy and always my enemy.

HAHA!

Yes, I am down with F-L-U again! La de de.

Anyway, I got a 2 day mc for it. (Yesterday and today.) So there's school tomorrow.

As much as I dislike school, I got to learn to love it! It's just 2 more months till the end of this!

I can do it! (:

Had an sms from JiaJia (surprisingly) yesterday and we chatted a little via messages. And she told me that we should be able to get 21 points and below IF I study hard! AND THAT'S WHAT I'M GONNA DO!

Just a little bit more!! : D

Can one! Can one! ^^

Anyway, I was thinking of writing a song- well, not exactly song. Lyric for our loving Father. (: It sort of came into my mind a few days ago and I really hope to have it completed!


And God dropped this verse into my mind yesterday:


Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. And even the very hair of your head are all numbered. So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. Matthew 10: 29-31


It so happened that three sparrows were hopping outside the ledge of my window while I was preparing to go out. It was quite extraordinary for nothing of such sort happened before. And they looked so adorable that I was absolutely gaga over them along the way to pass my sister her art folio before going to see a doctor to treat the wretched flu.


When the verse suddenly appeared in my mind, my heart was just so filled with love. I was feeling quite down the day before despite attending church twice because I was feeling that I attended church too much and was not having my priorities balanced.


Jaslyn managed to get it out of me somehow and encouraged me with 9 pages long sms! Really, life isn't a bed of roses. And it is really up to me to remain positive or spiral down forever. Its your choice. What's over is over and you can't rewind time so why not move on and press forward??

p/s: It doesnt matter if I dont do well for prelims, its not the end.

Even if I do not do well for Os, it isnt the end!!

But of course I want to get at least my aim: 13 points for Os!!! (: