*Self Note

STRIKE OUT EACH HOMEWORK WHEN COMPLETED!!

1. School Maths Papers
2. Maths STARS (1,3,5,7,9,11)
3. Literature Homework (1,2,3,4)

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My Motivation List

Looks like reminding myself on the blog isn't working

I'm still slacking.
The bees aren't here today.
I am happy.
But STILL SLACKING.
I really ought to be like Arron.
My New ROLE MODEL. *hugs*
Studying while working.
How hard working...

When I enter University I am going to take Journalism.
and if I'm lucky I'll get noticed by my blog too.

ARRON's FATED TO BE IN THE ENTERTAINMENT CIRCLE

why?

think.

How many people get noticed by their blogs?

besides that...

he has the looks.
he has the talents.
he has the charm.
he has everything.

how lucky.

I wish I can be as talented (and as lucky) as him...

Piano AND Flute.

On the Second thought.

I don't want to learn the Flute.
I want to learn only the Piano.

Yes, I can get lamer.

He's my New Crush
(after the last jerk whom I've given up on after stalking him for four years. Don't ask me who it is, I won't disclose it even on my grave and those who know it please be helpful and be quiet about it)
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(But who won't love such a talent like ARRON?)
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But liking someone who does not know me.
It's stupid.
But it doesn't matter.
I will meet him eventually.
But when that time comes.
I'll make sure we become great friends.

The UP sides.
He is 5 years older than me.
He will take good care of me.

The DOWN sides.
He might see me only as a sister.
Meeting him is impossible, don't talk about being his friend.

It will never happen.
But ever heard of the saying that IMPOSSIBLE = I'M-POSSIBLE?
So to meet him.
I must study hard and get the first class ticket to Taiwan.
That's when I'll "stalk" him

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Speaking of blogs...

My blog is a place for me to write whenever I have the inspiration.
My blog is not meant for daily accounts like what others do.

I wish he'll visit my blog...

I want to be special.

But it seems like it isn't working.

. . .

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For some reasons.
I cannot seem to stop myself from re- reading what i just wrote.
It's not that I write good entries.
That's confidence I guess.

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Now I know why I keep returning to my blog.
It's still partly because of confidence.
But it is because my blog gives me inner strength.
It's hard to go round explaining it.
But I do feel it.
Maybe its because of my recent post a little way up above the '***s'.
Therefore.
I am off to study again.
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My QUOTE of the DAY!!
(I should put one up everyday.)

"idolization is an addiction"

♥ 2:23:00 PM